Hi guys its been awhile, i havent been update for a long while since the convention, its like more than a month.
So i thought i wanna talk you guys bout something that been boggle up in my mind. So to start the story, i was watching 1 of game theory video and yeah i`m a game theorist followers quite awhile and i am so in love with what ever theories game theory did, including five nights at freddy's and I was spot on. BUT as soon as he uploads this i want you guys to watch the part from 0:30 to 4:50.
You know this video kinda snapped me in terms of I can relate to MatPat like how he love the game and he made his theory bout Sans is Ness from earthbound but i mean cmon its his theory but then got overwhelm of hates from the "fans of undertale". If i could call it that.
No i`m not saying this video is about him. What i`m trying to imply is that... i`ve been stress lately. About undertale in specifically. I`ve met a few groups of undertale peeps but then it ends up turns into a trap. A trap that I DON`T KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG. For everything i do seems wrong. I just cant be who I am to love the games you know? For instance
1. I love the game undertale in general but i`m not fully invested like knowing the alternate universe(AU in short) for example underfell, underswap, etc... JUST the ORIGINAL.
then they all like LE GASP! How could you!? then hate hate hate hate hate.
2. I said I drew the sans just so that you guys could have fun with it. And I thought i drew those sans in eevee just so you guys be happy then like want more. When i told them i`m not fans of Sans OC then LE GASP! then hate hate hate hate hate.
Theres more list than just that. Like I said, i wanna be clear of what I said;
Neh I`ve deal with a lot of haters to me is normal but why this fandom specifically? Well I tell you why
The undertale fandom is too temperamental
Its just that whatever my move is, nor state my opinion. the fanbase always gets trigger. I don`t get that freedom anymore. So i`m sorry that if this is what the fanbase calls out for then i feel like i`m in no place that I should be any part of this. I feel like its wrong for forcing people to like what you like, nor forcing them to accept your theories. By far this is almost the same level of OUT OF HAND level as five nights at freddy's fans and that is undertale fans.
I love the game god dammit why is they fanbase so vicious af? I even like make keychains and posters out of it. I don`t make merchs out of things I don`t know or based on popularity rank of the show/game. If It makes me love it to death I do it, AND THATS IT. But now... i spent literal 150$ on something that I feel like not worth doing...I was excited at first, now it feels meh. After the keychain is over I wanna stop production of it. Nor wanna stop draw undertale drawing related for maybe periods of time. I wanna do something else from that keychain.
So I wanna apologize;
I`m sorry that if i turned out to be a coward.
I`m sorry that if i`m not the undertale "artist" if you can call it that, like you were expected. Because I WASNT intentionally to begin with.
I`m sorry that if I ever hurt your feelings nor disappointed by my choices right now.
THIS ART. SHOWS MY SIGN OF RESPECT OF THE GAME. I have poured my heart and soul in this because of how much I LOVE the game.
But then just because i`m not the in "in depth" fan as you guys thought I were then be like wtf thicked off. Its FINE by me. I just bout had enough of this. As soon as this fandom cools down then I might draw again. Until then goodbye for now undertale long hiatus it shall. Just having like sick or headache of it.
Also In the end matpat I feel like I wanna give him a hug cuz I understand how ya feel >__<.
My last words before I go, If you guys EVER encounter this kind of situation. I don`t know if this categories as cyber bullies? Since this is what MatPat says, by all means please just ignore or stay away from the fandoms that is too temperamental. They are vicious af. It saves your time too. No need to fight nor argue with these people.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaand..... Thank you guys for reading this
Regarding on the comments. Its okay, no need to say sorry nor pity, i have made up my mind i`m gonna take a vacation from undertale,..
Though I have a question for you guys:
1. What crazy fandoms you 'got yourself into/know so far' that is also crazy as this??
2. Did it went well?
1. So far I know undertale, FNAF, Miraculous Ladybug and Mystic Messenger
2. ML and MM is ok, UT and FNAF?.... its like war....