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Nov 11, 201512 min read

Deviation Actions

Published: Nov 11, 2015

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Hello hello everybody! How are you? ME? GREAT? You know whats great? ME! I`m almost at a pinnacle to my death.

Also hiatus-ing away from DA eventually get me a frequent watchers i mean WOW so welcome new watchers!!

So you guys probably wondering (i bet you guys not) why i got upload a lot and not replying you guys. Well yeah college sucks. So I suck. Which means i made u guys suck... EQUALITY <3

So jump to the topic HERE IS WHY:

PLEASE DO NOT BLACKMAIL ME I`m the most gorgeous women in the entire universe...

And now this is all the pictures of what i`m doing!

(this is just a fraction of it. Theres more to it than that mess LOL)

I have to show u this mess cuz its like a month of not doing anything but work and sleep once every 3-4 hours ONLY but only then when its submission time u only get to sleep 1 hour... THATS NOT ENOUGH. But it was after critique with the lecturers so is over... FOR NOW. So NOW basically i`m preparing a new fresh look after my lecturer RED PEN MY ENTIRE 8/11 Pieces A1 size board i have to redo most of it(total of my board is 11). SO naturally u saw i kept uploading all the traditional works which is the only thing i can make contact to draw. My architecture work here consist of TRADITIONAL (sh*tload) of work. So if is digital i have absolutely no prob waste 15$ for 1 print A1. SO IS 165$ Printing. Yeah means no food for a month.. I WANT THAT rather you have to do all traditionally and redraw.... AGAIN... is like... a traditional printer... FLINTSTONE WAY... GAWDDAMMIT medieval age LOL.

Also here is me for lack of slept no joke MY FRIEND TOOK A PICTURE OF ME SLEEP IN CLASS which is at 4am. YES I camp at the classroom before submission day. In this picture a huge bottle of water which i afraid i quench my thirst during work, My pillow is actually a towel which i will use to take a bath at a nearby toilet around class (yes is scary but sacrifice must be made) PLUS in that monaliza bag is my art supplies AND MY CASUAL CLOTHES FOR PRESENTATION Appeal. YEAH good camping

... I overslept there until whole 6am whooohooo. And its not just me that slept there eventually my seniors are here too haha what are the odds! But this is NORRRRMALLL. no really the seniors says is normal to do this. I dun think other course from other college would do this. HAHAHA yeah...

So yeah thats all. NOW THATS OUT OF THE WAY~! THE NEW TASK TOPIC TIME!

Theres A lot of SPEEDPAINTS in deviantart and ofcourse YouTUBE but seeing as it is as we are in a world of digital, I mean no joke digital art speedpaints are EVERYWHERE! My sis also try to look up some traditional art tutorial book (a.k.a manga) all she found was?... u guessed it... photoshop tutorial color manga AT A BOOK STORE. There may be a manga trads tutorial book in but you know how is a very rare thing to find in Malaysia due to the demanding.

I also found out that in my FB message that most people ask how to get color this and that in watercolor. They also state that is difficult. Like the most difficult thing and surprisingly my friend in college whos also an artist just flippin flip table because shes very good like very good in digital art but BAD at watercolor usage.... she bought the pocket size watercolor 2 weeks ago as she eager to try but seeing that she end up giving her tools to her siblings..

I`m not saying that doing digital art is bad no no i mean is GOOD that you guys are excellent at that but would be better if you both street art and commissioner taker than just commissioner taker. What i`m trying to say is. rather than taking orders from a manga anime fair/festival and rather finish it at home then sold digitally, people are much happier if the work is on the spot and TAKE IT! Or maybe both! Digital and Traditional! See? IN SHORT digital art is like THIS:

Is like to lazy how this and that work... You got your color palette like in Photoshop. Like... ok LOOK DIGITAL ART provides you EVERYTHING! Is like some industrious work. Well what do I expect is we're in a world of technology right?

I mean i`m getting worried that the traditional ways is somehow getting extinct and somehow my fb message is getting some decent ton of message how to trads! Heck EVEN MY JUNIORS! (since i`m semester 3) (the project consist of traditional art for architecture is sem1-sem3 total 1+1/2 years!)
I was fortunate that the lecturer gave me the opportunity to help him assist with the juniors during his "architectural graphic"!

And because of digital art. Its like bargaining/comparison/self-proclaim genius (NO joke experience from DA forum) that is starting to compare one another and torn apart. [POPULARITY]

yeah i did said i wanna quit art before:

Thus this is the end of Marini4???Theres the popular artist, theres the famous artist, and theres the self-proclaim genius artist...
and i`m just a potato..
Just getting and getting less motivational. People getting more smudgy on my face on their art success achievement which I don`t... give.. a damn... LITERALLY. Overall parents didn`t gave me enough motivation on my art because I was too unreal but always praise my first sis for the realistic like art... which ofcourse i`m proud but dear mom and dad... don`t you think you give it ... i dunno... TOO MUCH? I`m like only a teaspoon and all you gave her is a bucketful of praises... I probably think cuz I was that silent type with my parents and never show them what I draw... CUZ I KNOW THEY WOULND`T LIKE IT OKAY!?.... not only that got this friend and that friend smug her achievement and comment on my work are not enough this and that. Which i already proclaimed, is a HOBBY. Addition to taking architecture, lecturers, ho ho... don`t mess with them they got the golden to
because of that. Art is not a fun thing anymore. Adoptables? Trades but SAME OR HIGHER LEVEL? srsly non-stop SPEEDPAINT srsly! Even newbie kids age 8-10 speedpaint and they are like "SO PROOOooooOOOO~..." Also SPAM PROFILE FOR WANT FREEE REQUEST?? AND NEVER THANK YOU!?!?
I mean WHERES THE JOY OF GIFTING?! With your pals??!

I remember me and

start very low in DA when first met. WE DON`T EVEN CARE ANY OF THAT! The endless possibility of sharing ideas and how our OC grow far on their adventure with others~! Eventually i can`t think of one other good example than him and his gf

never care of art level. As long as enjoyment at its best in ART. I also have few other friends here like that too like

and more... A LOT. We never care, we enjoy arts LOL. ITS

Oh yeah back to the subject,... story... erkhem...
This so called ARTIST which those digital artist proclaimed PRO when i talk about traditional arts and show them my book full of trads they were like:

And you know what?... I even got 1 friend whos better than me in digital but still doesn`t wanna talk to me due to best at both trads and digital. I mean not to brag really. But hey! Thats what it is. (This made me depress even more about ARTS)

People who work on DIGITAL FIRST, then when trying to move to basic a.k.a TRADITIONAL, have a HUGE trouble how to operate how this tools and that tools work. ESPECIALLY those whos about to embark into ART CLASS or ART MAJOR in college! Will then ask and look up how to traditional then you found out and realise... THEY ALL GONE TO EXTINCTION.

SEE HOW THERES A CYCLE CONNECTION TO THIS?

So I`M TRYING MY BEST TO pull things together and make trads comeback out again!

I did made a few tutorial vids so yeah hope you enjoy

and hope to spread the traditional love!

Traditional 16 - Halloween Apollo by Marini4Art

So enough about the ART

I`m also making a new channel next year coming soon!

Is sort of like a review plus gameplay (Like jontron channel/spacehamster/peanutbuttergamer) (hopefully)
So anyone who has a steam account lemme know cuz i`m just starting too

we could like google hangout play gmod or dead realm etc2
What I do also like is minecraft!
Who knows? Maybe I will upload them HAHAHA. AHHHHhhhhh....

all my sis study faraway and i have no friends to play with thats why LOL.

WANNA GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS TO THE PEOPLE WHO KEPT STAY HIGH HOPES WITH ME UNTIL NOW. Depression is hard to battle seeing humanity in ART at its loss. But glad that you guys came around with your words and support that kept me high spirit even if DA is sort of like the end is nigh already... so without further adieu... FEATUREDESSS

ALSO wanna thank

for IN REAL LIFE slap me in da face to snap out of my depression. She is the best of the best and I too am grateful learn from the best artist there is!... Yes i love her bitch slap DEAL WITH IT

ALSO LAST APRIL is my birthday and since I was such a douche for not saying thank you. I FELT BAD OKAY?? SORRY. OK THANK YOU GUYS and sorry >___<;; college hehe...

QUESTION TIME!
1. Do you have a story that WHAT made you depress then one day you struck confidence to stop your depression no more?

2a. If you are a digital artist, what do you think about traditional arts?
OR
2b. If you are a traditional artist, what do you think about digital arts?
(THERES NO BOTH =__= )

3.