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Theres the popular artist, theres the famous artist, and theres the self-proclaim genius artist...
and i`m just a potato..
Just getting and getting less motivational. People getting more smudgy on my face on their art success achievement which I don`t... give.. a damn... LITERALLY. Overall parents didn`t gave me enough motivation on my art because I was too unreal but always praise my first sis for the realistic like art... which ofcourse i`m proud but dear mom and dad... don`t you think you give it ... i dunno... TOO MUCH? I`m like only a teaspoon and all you gave her is a bucketful of praises... I probably think cuz I was that silent type with my parents and never show them what I draw... CUZ I KNOW THEY WOULND`T LIKE IT OKAY!?.... not only that got this friend and that friend smug her achievement and comment on my work are not enough this and that. Which i already proclaimed, is a HOBBY. Addition to taking architecture, lecturers, ho ho... don`t mess with them they got the golden touch, THE HANDS OF GENIUS. I mean i so love 1 of my lecturer draw batman and transformers very detailed but alas... i can`t take picture cuz he never like exposures. Anywho got critisms, and more by the by i get so damn heavy with the word "bad" at art especially DIGITAL ART.. I think you know what?
I should QUIT.
Why?? CUZ I`M A FUCKING POTATO. AND YOU GUYS... are so talented. SO TALENTED LIKE... not even know i even existed...
Thats why i draw traditional work often cuz apparently they like that... but not digital.
So ladies and gents, PUT THIS IN THE NEWSPAPER! Marini4 lost interest in arts because she felt like. WELL this world has so many competitions apparently forgot the "helping hand" word anymore... now is artist vs artist... which i find DA unenjoyable anymore. Thus ladies and gents... I QUIT.. unless you got more reason to bring me back from the dead?.... sure sure go ahead try... so heres all the drawings I shud have drew for friends AND for myself unfinished so HERE IT IS! The very last digital before it goes to extinction. Sick and tired of this world...
I try to change my ways because of others criticize me, but literally this hair, just torn myself apart, IS NOT ME ANYMORE. I HATE IT. Worst. Memory. Ever. Is unoriginal... i like the skin but i hate this hair. This doesn`t say Me at all... is like.. I HATE MYSELF
For
drew this on her birthday but due to college, and was hoping to finish this BUT... yeah.. lack of motivation in real life so i couldn`t complete it... sorry nines but happy belated bday >_<;;
I reallly wanna finish this for 
but i didn`t make it... sorry...
Thanks so much to everyone for sticking with me still all this time, i mean don`t get me wrong if i didn`t comment, I still read your comments, i just,... can`t.
Love you all and plz enjoy drawing, don`t stop like me. do what you love, make yourself happy...
..... i`m dead on the inside
and i`m just a potato..
Just getting and getting less motivational. People getting more smudgy on my face on their art success achievement which I don`t... give.. a damn... LITERALLY. Overall parents didn`t gave me enough motivation on my art because I was too unreal but always praise my first sis for the realistic like art... which ofcourse i`m proud but dear mom and dad... don`t you think you give it ... i dunno... TOO MUCH? I`m like only a teaspoon and all you gave her is a bucketful of praises... I probably think cuz I was that silent type with my parents and never show them what I draw... CUZ I KNOW THEY WOULND`T LIKE IT OKAY!?.... not only that got this friend and that friend smug her achievement and comment on my work are not enough this and that. Which i already proclaimed, is a HOBBY. Addition to taking architecture, lecturers, ho ho... don`t mess with them they got the golden touch, THE HANDS OF GENIUS. I mean i so love 1 of my lecturer draw batman and transformers very detailed but alas... i can`t take picture cuz he never like exposures. Anywho got critisms, and more by the by i get so damn heavy with the word "bad" at art especially DIGITAL ART.. I think you know what?
I should QUIT.
Why?? CUZ I`M A FUCKING POTATO. AND YOU GUYS... are so talented. SO TALENTED LIKE... not even know i even existed...
Thats why i draw traditional work often cuz apparently they like that... but not digital.
So ladies and gents, PUT THIS IN THE NEWSPAPER! Marini4 lost interest in arts because she felt like. WELL this world has so many competitions apparently forgot the "helping hand" word anymore... now is artist vs artist... which i find DA unenjoyable anymore. Thus ladies and gents... I QUIT.. unless you got more reason to bring me back from the dead?.... sure sure go ahead try... so heres all the drawings I shud have drew for friends AND for myself unfinished so HERE IT IS! The very last digital before it goes to extinction. Sick and tired of this world...
I try to change my ways because of others criticize me, but literally this hair, just torn myself apart, IS NOT ME ANYMORE. I HATE IT. Worst. Memory. Ever. Is unoriginal... i like the skin but i hate this hair. This doesn`t say Me at all... is like.. I HATE MYSELF
For
drew this on her birthday but due to college, and was hoping to finish this BUT... yeah.. lack of motivation in real life so i couldn`t complete it... sorry nines but happy belated bday >_<;; I reallly wanna finish this for but i didn`t make it... sorry...Thanks so much to everyone for sticking with me still all this time, i mean don`t get me wrong if i didn`t comment, I still read your comments, i just,... can`t.
Love you all and plz enjoy drawing, don`t stop like me. do what you love, make yourself happy...
..... i`m dead on the inside
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Oh, oh noooo
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Growing Up + Purging my deviations
I successfully purge 50+ of my very old deviation. Believe me most of them are irl stuff considering internet nowadays are very dangerous when it comes to posting online faces. I also remove some memes, wips, "SO CALLED" tutorial and Flash Animation that requires flash player which you know, very obsolete to play nowadays. With that being said, I maintained my oldest art but trust me I still maintained my old arts here as its part of my history/art journey. I was thinking of purging my old journals too but, nahhh too lazy to check on these journal, Way too many LOL. Hope you guys like the new me. Looking back from my past self to now I can honestly say I feel like I am growing up. Both me AND my art. So yeah hope you guys enjoy what I have to offer from now on to future onwards!
Hear me out
Hey there! I know I said I’ll be coming back to BBTIM. But please. Hear me out. I know I’ve been working on bbtim for 6+ years, But I must tell you guys that I am still saddened by my cancellation of the book and future merch ideas just flushed down the drain thanks to JDS/BATIM/BADTR T&C(Don’t get me started on changing the BBTIM name too just to comply to their rules ugh). So I want to tell you guys that now I’m getting older I seriously need to find ways to earn money and looks like I wont and WILL NOT take bbtim for profit anymore starting today. Hence My focus on BBTIM might be lesser, I know its SUCKS. Not like before. But still you guys can still get BBTIM content for ABSOLUTELY FREE. But less… But also, rather than risking myself getting lawsuits from a well known company, this is why I wanna do my original comic instead. So please if you guys wanna support me to continue BBTIM, Support me via patreon, AND support my new original comic series, it would mean the whole world
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Awww not you too! 
WHY ARE ALL THE AWESOME PEOPLE LEAVING HERE? But yeah I know what you mean by lack of motivation, I've had that myself and hit a roadblock, along with DA changing overtime and it's not the same place it used to be. But You really shouldn't let that discourage you, your work is amazing and I'm sure I'm not the only person that feels this way.But you know what, in the end it's your decision, but maybe the answer isn't to full out quit but take a breather, a rest and come back full. Just a suggestion, and whatever you decide to do with your life and YOUR hobby is your choice, don't let others impose that on you.